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Eager For Battle

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make for good caper
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Disappropriation
Do I know any better who I am? Or only
Feigning just to arm myself against
Time's accusations; after all
I have promises to keep: move out
Of my anxious home and forgive all
My peripheral wrongs--wrong for my years.
I'll tell the truth for once, leave enough
Unsaid and tear up all warrants.

I thought eventually nothing will be left
At the edges of the light and I'll be transparent in
Dark labyrinths. There'll be neither
Wrong nor right, nor dissenting noises.

Now all these bear revisions, for I found
An unretrieved claim in a well of
Bitter tears. A new warrant.
I don't remember anything I confessed. Yes,
I don't know any better who I am. I came
To deign innocence--a longing
In vain. All seems to be lost on me; even
The despair is no longer my own.
-T. Byram Karasu
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Time-Servers
Time-servers are the cowering slaves of slaves,
Alone on earth, who serves The LORD is free,
Each soul shall win the gift that it most craves;
Seek God, my soul -- God shall your portion be!
-Yehuda ha-Levi
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"What is this animation and dying? I do not live when I lose belief in the existence of God. I should long ago have killed myself had I not had a dim hope of finding Him. I live, really live, only when I feel Him and seek Him. 'What more do you seek?' exclaimed a voice within me. 'This is He. He is that without which one cannot live. To know God and to live is one and the same thing. God is life.'

'Live seeking God, and then you will not live without God.' And more than ever before, all within me and around me lit up, and the light did not again abandon me."
-Leo Tolstoy
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no escaping it--
i must step on fallen leaves
to take this path.
-Masajo Suzuki
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Pedestal
But I am not any of those wondrous things!

no sky no star no sun
no mystic fairy whose wings sprinkle dreams
upon the sleeping giants.

I am plain, dull; the dust upon mundane books
the world collectively yawns over.

I am the crooked lane that looks neither enticing
nor new. I am dead myths. I am bad films. I am
the cliched ideals of a generation now rotting.

Therefore, sir, kindly save me from the heights
to which your adoration thrusts me.

I fear that when I fall
you will break more thoroughly
than I.
=KneelingGlory
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How can many spring
from the heart of unity?
How many make one?
=AlecBell
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steal this poem
if, as i suspect, the universe is but a reflecting pool
a planetarium of my shimmering doubt
and all reality thus manifested
is yearn curled up inside your organ
then it must be that, upon such laceration of this world
when i see the facetious bare layer torn
from it’s moorings
by tulips bathed in this
exalted morning
untethered by
dreams or
words
it must be
us
that’s missing
*thetaoofchaos
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he waters my thirst
you, the faintest fog
i, the moving mist
begin to feel,
awaiting
for what binds us,
if we even exist
~IAmPoetry
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Benevolent Sun
You, my benevolent sun,
I could watch you shine forever,
or reach out to burn my hands.
~Words-of-Comfort
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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Earth.
  • Interests: God/books/books about God/family/space/poetry/music/art/my pets/vidgames/theology/language/you.
  • Favourite movie: LOTR/Passion of the Christ/Memoirs of a Geisha/The Boondock Saints/Pan's Labyrinth/Hotrod/more.
  • Favourite band or musician: The one that tickles my fancy whenever it's actually ticklish.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/TripHop/Jewish/Japanese/R&B/Opera/Folk/Celt/Classical/Inspirational/Blues/Funk/New Age...
  • Favourite artist: YHWH El-Berith/Escher/William Blake/you.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tolkien/John the Revelator/Messiah Yeshua/Karasu/King David/L. Tolstoy/King Solomon/Deviants/you.
  • Favourite photographer: You.
  • Favourite style of art: Abstract/Surrealism/the written kind/you.
  • Operating System: Defected.
  • MP3 player of choice: You. Sing to me?
  • Shell of choice: Hermit.
  • Skin of choice: Reptilian.
  • Favourite game: I couldn't possibly decide.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nope. No favoritism. Nopenope.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Optimus Prime.
  • Tools of the Trade: A half-empty mind, for starters.

I remember how to breathe.

Mon Oct 5, 2009, 2:23 PM
...I want to come back.

But I don't know how.

Forgive me?

:heart:

-Jodi.

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Spiegel im Spiegel- Arvo Part
  • Reading: Poetry, of course.

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:iconthetaoofchaos:
thank you for your support. i hope all is well with you.

:)

--
The world is an eraser for these words


- Jack Kerouac


we must destroy that which contains us
:iconnightgrid:
hello dear one, thank you for :+fav:ing 'the thing' and 'a thousand deaths', very kind of you. I look forward to more of your work :hug:
:iconmasa-chan:
You're more than welcome. :heart:

I look forward to getting back in writing mode, too. So, thanks. :hug:

--
Cuckuhim 'o 'ab him.
Wepeghim 'o 'abai him.
:iconthetaoofchaos:
thanks for the favs. :hug:

--
The world is an eraser for these words


- Jack Kerouac


we must destroy that which contains us
:iconmasa-chan:
But, of course. :heart:

I hope you're well.

--
Cuckuhim 'o 'ab him.
Wepeghim 'o 'abai him.
:iconthetaoofchaos:
i am (well).

i'll trade my :heart: for your hope.

--
The world is an eraser for these words


- Jack Kerouac


we must destroy that which contains us
:iconmasa-chan:
I don't think my hope is worth your heart.

:rose:

--
Cuckuhim 'o 'ab him.
Wepeghim 'o 'abai him.
:iconpraytell:
thank you, mam, for the 2 newest :+fav:s!! :hug:

--
dendrites wave and furl
moved-by-moving-with is not
manifesting is

this can happen without you
or it can happen within
:iconmasa-chan:
You're very, very welcome. :heart:

--
Cuckuhim 'o 'ab him.
Wepeghim 'o 'abai him.
:iconmasa-chan:
you’ve scattered within me
no son or daughter

but yourself.

:heart:

--
Cuckuhim 'o 'ab him.
Wepeghim 'o 'abai him.
:iconplacebo-inquiry:
Gosh. You've vanished.. =(
:iconkonjuku:
Ive missed you

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Don't you wanna' know how we keep starting fires?
:iconmasa-chan:
But why hath thou missed me? :)

I'm touched to know so. I'm sorry I've kind of fallen off the face of the earth. Just extremely busy with school. With life. That sort of thing.

Hope you're well, luv. <3

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Cuckuhim 'o 'ab him.
Wepeghim 'o 'abai him.
:iconkonjuku:
Every conversation, comment, and IM was a small growing experience when it involved you. <3 You have a lot to teach. I hadn't seen any updates, or noticed anyway, so I was like... where's that cute redhead poet? Everything I read Benign Sun, I'm reminded of you. lol. Doing a Portfolio, and I have that tucked in there.


School? University, or Highschool?

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Don't you wanna' know how we keep starting fires?
:iconmasa-chan:
Aw, thank you, Sergio. I really appreciate that. What kind words you've given me!!

I'm so sorry I've more or less disappeared. I'm just so busy with everything, it's ridiculous. I need a breather. One where I sit, pick up a pencil, and just write, again. I haven't done that in so long, it's disheartening.

Cute redhead poet? Haha. You sure do give me a lot. Thank you. <3
I honestly hope you're well. Hopefully I'll catch you on Yahoo, sometime.

Take care of yourself, for me. :heart:

--
Cuckuhim 'o 'ab him.
Wepeghim 'o 'abai him.

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